FAQ

♣FAQ #1♣

-What's your true style? Sometimes you look gyaru, sometimes don't. You look like a train wreck. You have to be more consistent.

Oh? I just knew that a person must follows her determined style all time of her life! Wow! Actually, I'm a gyaru wannabe, but I also take a notice on punk and goth scene, as well as Indian fashion. I'm a twisted person, you know. 

-What difficulties you often face when you apply makeup to your face?

 As you know, I have an inner-lid eye. So it's very hard for me to apply eye makeup because eye scotch doesn't work very well, too. And my skin is unnaturally reddish, so I have to put foundie like a clown to cover it. Maybe I'm gunna try some good concealers. Any recommendation? 

-How does makeup mean to you?

I never put on my makeup as a mask. If you want to see my real face, let's meet on the real world, I never put hard makeup unless in special occasions or photos. I used to be so hateful on my face features but now as I grow older and more mature, I realize that all in me is the most beautiful gift God gives to me (and that time too, I started to be thankful to this life. I almost lost my life when I was a 9-months fetus, you know. So the reason for me to be thankful is uncountable)

-How does fashion mean to you?

Fashion is not just about accessiories you wear, makeup you put on, clothes you wear, best seller shoes you just get its way, but a lifestyle. You can never live without fashion, and the fashion shows the real you.

-Any special beauty treatment?

I guess no. I should be thankful because my face is acne-free, even without any special treatment. I just wash my face, and then clean my face with cleanser, put on a porepack... I never get frightened to the sunlight too! I enjoy this life without limits of beauty. I'm a free girl! But  since my lip is very dry, I put on lipbalm. 

-I heard you love music too. What does music mean to you?

A harmony and A LIFE. Let's deal with it, we can never live without music. Our heartbeats, are musics. Our breaths make rhythms. Everything we say has a certain pronoun cation, all of us have dialects. And, music is born from thought, mind, heart. So, don't offense, but I don't like nowdays' mainstream music since it's just about beat and never get my heart touched. 

-Your guilty pleasure?

I cannot read musical symbol (or in Indonesian, notasi balok). I'm playing music with pure instinct. When I listen to a music, once, twice, thrice, and then I play it. I never use notation, if you can believe it.  Some of my musician friends said that it was bad... but as long as I can play music that's REAL FROM MY HEART, I know it's a music. 

-And about Tarot, how do you feel about it?

I learned Tarot since the end of last year. Tarot isn't about magic at all, I promise! It's about mind-divination, self-evaluating... When your card is read, you're learning about how to know yourself better, how to be honest to yourself... It's not a little deal but when you make it, you can understand paths of your life, and this is the way of tarot will be. 

-Favorite deck?

Absolutely Rider-Waite. I want to try Deviant Moon and Thoth or Vampire Gothic too.

-Favorite food?
I love spicy food so bad. Food without spice is just... wrong. 

-A Perfect date?
I always love mountain and windy place so I think the most perfect date is : climbing mountain together, and then watching sunrise and also the sunset, watching the scenery under the mountain... When my teacher told his experience climbing Merapi, I want to go there, too.

-If you win a lottery?
I will buy makeup, beauty products, new mobile phone, a galaxy tab, and of course CD and DVDs!!

-Your favorite phrase?
Hey beautie ;)

-Scolded or praised?
Both are important. But for be a better person, we need more constructive criticism. 

-Your first love?
Puppy love : elementary school, real love : senior high school. 

-A fine type of a piece of man?
Who can be naturally himself, a honest man with fine attitude and responsibility. 

-A secret to share?
I'm a shy and very quiet girl, but when you get into me I can be the crazziest piece in your life. 
 

-Any messages? 

Be what do you want to be.